&_ the little things in life worth smiling for=D *

when everything comes at one time
like a wave
you realise you cannot manage
then you realise everythings been swept away
leaving you empty within
the emptyness starts to fill you
till you suffocate and begin to drown.

the world starts to cave inside out
leaving you like a stranded island in the vast ocean
a boat comes along
and disappears.
you were just an illusion,
just like a passing wave.

_*soba ni ite, aisuru hito

WEILIN. loves you!
5:10 AM

was that a hoax or a coax,
*no homework for math*
those ingenious people out there out to ruin our holidays.

yeah teachers teach less students speak more.
now y've got heymath you want us to talk to the computer?

isnt it back to the old days where you get your bamboo sticks,
(oh so amazing)
and you get to read the scribbles your teachers left on it,
only now you have it on what you call internet.

so next time we'll have teachers sticking bamboo sticks into the comp,
thinking everything can be digested
nice try.
but try sugar cane next time.

not that i dont appreciate your efforts or what
its just that
you dont give us information by the truckload
and expect our minds to be able to accept the whole pile
its just like , force feeding.
only now my brain's not a memory storage area
its a dumpster.

TANSINCOSSINCOSTANCOSSINTAN.
_*& ill burn the calculator for my ancestors

WEILIN. loves you!
8:54 PM

NYAHAHAHA.
today shall be the first official spastic day.

SPASTICSOCIETY!

PRES.KEXIN
VPRES.WEILIN
SECRETARY.STELLA
RECRUITER.JHOSY
ASSISTSECRETARY.YUNROU
TREASURER.YEEJIN

LINK: ( first time weilin does this)
www.-SPASTIcity.blogspot.com --> direct link to spastic blog.
www.rain-cidic.blogspot.com --> kexin ! ahaahaha. gomugomu.
www.justlala.blogspot.com --> sweet rants (x aka satellite. (stella)
www.crowned-dragon.blogspot.com --> greeeat recommendation to recruiter's blog(x (jhosy)

WEILIN. loves you!
6:00 AM

24.5/40 for chinese
35/40 for math
36.5/50 for science
== i spare you only one look, one fatal look.

*GASP*
& the science experiment thingy was FAB!
yknow the one at science center o.0
ok point taken you dno.

!mugpeoplemug (:
exam's coming ~
gambatte !

*_mug.glass.cup

WEILIN. loves you!
4:47 AM

one look at my tagboard,
&i think the meaning of "blogs" have seemingly changed.
(not pin pointing anyone)

blogs are alternative worlds where one
rattles on and on about daily happenings,
or at least their feelings and stuff like that.

since when have blogs been like a report book,
with A1 printed all over the place to show off.
like, "NEH I GOT BLOG"
or rather "TAG ME HOR I WANT BE POPULAR"

one does not blog for the sake of blogging
or even worse blog for the sake of others .
just like the theory, no one lives for others .

&that blogs are not for people to jump in,
say hi
and toddle off.
then why does the person even bother to BLOG.
might as well put a tagboard as a blog
so you people out there can just come in to prove your existence.
rubbish.
blogs are meant to be READ my darlings,
reaaaad.

so therefore i prove my point theres no need to link others (x
rao yi da quan just to prove a point.
hence please dont tell me
"WEILIN LINK ME HOR HOR HOR HOR HOR
I GOT BLOG HOR HOR HOR HOR HOR "
yes you've got it,

_*its plain irritating

WEILIN. loves you!
5:59 AM

life's been a breeze.
the usual skips from the bus stop to home
and smiling to the clouds passing by.

so dont try to figure out why i am blogging today
you wouldnt want to know
-- read further only if you think
your life's worse than mine and need some comfort (:

ill be in the lime light for the next crime watch episode
for serial murdering -= cause : pure in-SAINT-ity

it was not whether we met up for 10 hours or what
it was about whether we have not put enough effort
it was about whether its all worth it
it was about whether we are not doing all we can

y'crumbled everything to dust
" huh call me now ar "
" just do the proposal "
" make do with normal ginger extract first "
yeah you encouraged us.

_*we'll always be slouching behind your shadows , lost

WEILIN. loves you!
9:08 PM

ive gotten over that incident.
finally.
thanks all (x esp those who heard me out.

geeks. caught. thrice in a row.
unclipped side fringe. low socks. earring.
starting to sound like a pai kia ... ...
tell me im going to shave my hair by tomorrow
& scare the living daylights out of mdm tia.
or rather frighten 'vryone outuf their wits.
WHATS WRONG WITH MY FRINGE thats tucked at the back of my ear?!
bahs. at least it is behind my ear luh ):
expraaaain to me.
ok socks no comments (x
&does school allow black earstuds ?
i only heard a series of "waahlaaaaaao"
when mdm tia declared cannot wear black ear stud.

`you're inflicting pain on yourself

_* to cover up over the pain from within your heart.

WEILIN. loves you!
3:06 AM

tears welled up in my eyes clearly wrote
" if you thought you could hurt me just like that
, you've very much succeeded."

as much as you've succeeded,
i want to thank you for many things .
you've taught me to close myself up .
you've taught me never to trust .
you've taught me to bottle feelings .
you've taught me to put up fake smiles .
you've taught me to [forgive] , to [forget] you [forever] .
politically right thoughts and feelings
fake smiles and sweet words
forgiveness and regretness

thanks ms**** for being there
to comfort me and being so understanding
you said, a weak and broken down girl,
isnt who you knew .
yes i am changed , forever by him . sorry .

_* you've changed me totally

WEILIN. loves you!
4:06 AM

& if you thought you
could make me cry just like that
, you've succeeded .

& if you thought i
would apologise to you just like that
, you've succeeded .

& if you thought you
could hurt me just like that
, you've succeeded .

& if you thought i would change my opinions of you and forgive you
, you've failed .

WEILIN. loves you!
3:42 AM

its august, &two more weeks or so its common test.
that threatening pile of homework and the countless haystacks of projects.

is this the way life should be ?

is it that you have to know yue fei through and through to get a decent job in the near future ?

is it that you have to do dance projects and assignments so you would know everything about dance when you dont even think you are going to have anything to do with dance ? - or rather be the next mr soh ?

is it that if you get all straight A1s and A for home econs you will be succesful and be able to change the world next time ?

is it that you have to know malay when chinese is already enough for your goddamn head ?

_*it isnt, is it ?

WEILIN. loves you!
5:47 AM

finally tomorrow's national day ;D
flying kisses to the national day
WHICH GIVES US 3 DAYS OF HOLS
&ONE DAY WITHOUT CCA!
;D HEAVEN~~~~~"
you saw nothing. believe me.
dont try dragging your mouse over that blank spot there(;

(; 2b's gna play a skit on national day.
hope we dont fumble &everything goes right.
:D im the man ! " cannot say .... ". try guessing the rest of the words.
winner gets... *DRUMROLL* -NOTHING -=. < highlight urself
[; so convincing &motivating eh.

toooodles` im supposed to be mugging for exams yknow
[: shhh.

*_peace

WEILIN. loves you!
5:09 AM

'been drowning myself in maple xDDDDD
literally and not literally,
the feeling of being suffocated
&numbing myself in the process.
&foolishly thinking each second " i'll do my hw the next second ".
GAWD. so i stayed up way late to finish half of them.

~ call it guai ~~or guilt~~.

science test about a week away. gaasp-
&i dont rmb touching the companion book.
;well other than dumping it in my bag on friday.

on monday im gna die a horrible terrible vegetable death.
after skool's either chineseremedial or skit or nus.
still putting nus in first position
but its the chineseremedial that's holding me back.
imagine the ~~excruciating pain~~
(html only allows me to [u][i][b][s] and hugesize)
to survive through a tremendously long period of chineseremedial.

*put up several blogskinners under "exits" go take a peek(:*

_*talk about living hell

WEILIN. loves you!
6:47 PM

SERIOUS IT WAS NOT SCARY!!
who am i lying. -=
*chokes* and spits out blood
alternative worlds can get a little too scary for weak hearts like me.
apple seed and fifth element.
though the titles sound hilarious [e.g ping guo zhong zi] but seriously i can bet you my life it isnt.
so conclusion, people in search of alt worlds, pls dont.
stick to your pokemon &your soft teddy bears

:DHALLELUJAHto 2b!
we got into NDP skit stuff.
&& first thing i heard was *gou shuay* from ~~mrs low~~miss ang pei xian.
damnations.

*_<3attack.

WEILIN. loves you!
4:58 AM

skit today was fab. at least i thought the script was. (:
skit-hou-gan
(meaning reflections for those people out there who cant feel and hear me HAH):

~ never say disease say crisis sound nicer LOH
~ hallelujah to the invention of voodoo dolls :D

three cheers to our directors backstagers scripters and performers [:
not to say the bottle of ice lemon tea which saved me from extreme heat stroke.
lols. and to the chio bu i saw , in fact a guy. (x that was so cute.

_* yaloh yaloh

WEILIN. loves you!
6:38 AM

SMILE at
~ the rain that splattered on our faces and ended the pe lessons there and then (:
~ my scribbly little notebook which just reminded me there isnt hw today (:
~ deliiiiiicious peanut butter bread which tide me over till lunch (:
~ big comfyyyyy seat to let me fall into after a long tiring day at school (:
~ packet of ritz cheeze biscuits im eating now (:
~ the ph meter which i thought would take me a billion lightyears to learn how to operate (:
~ angels and demons by dan brown book waiting for me to be gobble up (:

the many little things in life that make your day ^^
& im reviving my blog ; tagboard and all :D
here comes my new alternative world (;

*_ the little things in life worth smiling for

WEILIN. loves you!
1:45 AM

AHHHHHHHHHH.
computers hate me.
in the library the computer almost hanged and now my computer closed the 87% downloaded flash. DAMNIT.
&$##$%$#!!!!!

\: forget it.
im spouting rubbish here i guess.

WEILIN. loves you!
7:04 AM

this might be my last post (:
geez, i went thru the whole blog.
& found out this whole thing is so fucking lame.
so thinking shes an isolated freak (she is),
which is what this whole blog is too,
who has nothing about her life but blogs like a stupid idiot,
shes decided to ditch her blog ^^
:D and to ditch it, im just leaving it here.
there and then, dead.
NEVER is boring old weilin going to blog again. :D

WEILIN. loves you!
1:46 AM

Rules: Express your love for seven and get others to know more about you. Copy and paste the following into your own blog and complete all seven bullets of the seven questions. Then pick seven people to pass it on! =) Have fun!

seven things that make you smile
(: having a nice lollipop to confide in
(: finding that there's no homework in the weekends
(: watching sponge bob square pants
(: exploring photoshop cs2
(: getting to lie in bed whole day and stare at the ceiling
(: successfully surviving a pe lesson
(: being alone for a single whole day

seven things to do to win my heart
:D like me for who i am
:D understand me
:D be nice; to everything and everyone
:D have almost the same likings as i do
:D tell the truth always
:D try to make me smile
:D gahs, just be nice ^^

seven things that I believe in
[: fate
[: forever-ness
[: life's unfair
[: LOLLIPOPS! (x
[: y'reap what y'sow
[: ren xing ben shan -- whatever it is.
[: retribution?

seven things that I'm afraid of
): turning of backs
): lizards
): ghosts
): darkness
): height
): isolation
): hypocrites

seven things I do everyday
^^ eat
^^ sleep
^^ computer
^^ teevee
^^ rmb what i am supposed to do today
^^ groan at the amount of hw
^^ try to sleep, and ignore the hw

seven people I want to see now
:! krissy
_haha and go crazy over maple
:! penny (rvps)
_omgomgomg i miss u! !
:! biiiiiiiiiiina! (rvps)
_my long lost relative! (x
:! jamie (rvps)
_waaaahs jonathan bday howw?
:! fillintheblanks
:! fillintheblanks
:! fillintheblanks
( haha anyone who read this just-- uh fill in ur name up there! (x )

seven people I want to do this trivia
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh-
anyone who pops in here just.. do this trivia yeah! ^^

WEILIN. loves you!
5:59 AM

ok i promised to write bout malaysia trip right ):
i think im fed up with photobucket... ...
so if you people out there still want to see the pics i took
in malaysia, just yell out in msn yeah(:
provided i hear you. haah.
bahs, so so so so darned sorry DD:

_weilin

WEILIN. loves you!
10:16 PM

a bizarre class.
(: all i needed in a malaysia trip
bahs, &i swear i was good for the whole three days:D
*blinks* really what... ...
well except sabo-ing yunrou &peixian,
&trying to wreck the whole place down:
uh one thing for sure i did
was to hate the tour guide like hell... ...
i did not scold the vulgarities for nothing ok..

tomorrow i will start my blogging about trip
so this is a over view. hahahahaa. *evil laughter*

first day
woke up damned early and reach school.
first sentence heard after alighting from dad's car:
" GUI!! "
for non-cheena speakers, it means ghost.
*admits* i did not bother to comb my hair.
but winaay being so kind helped me comb... ...
into two ponytails (x haha.
after that ... ... *lost scenes*
went to padi field. was reaaaally scared there are leeches.
so i suaku-ly, wore long pants. clever.
next was firefly stuff (: reminded me of a christmas tree!
_conclusion_:
never go on a firefly boat ride with edwin and zun siong.
you will end up using all the time telling them not to blow bubble gum in your face.

second day
TRAIL!
bahs. and canopy walk(1000feet above sea level).D: get amazed.
its reaaaally freaky ok.
the stupid tour guide walked so fast
more than half of the class had hard time catching up.
but the nice part is that: NO LEECHES(x
god, i have everything against leeches.
then was a sight seeing in a bus thing,
which almost the whole 2b slept through :DDD
&menara tower. ):i prefer my hotel's view more though.
&shopping. the worst thing ever.
everything was so expensive. gaaahs. so ended up not buying anything(:
maybe i should have walked into that gucci shop
and try to threaten them with my hairband
say i will strangle them if theydun surrender their stuff(:
:D fwalala. well no harm trying but im not those risk takers.
so oh wells.
_conclusion_:
never ever marry a orang asli
no matter how freakingly rich he may seem.
because you will end up living like tarzan and jane.
trust me, you will not like the stones and rocks.

third day
haah! final day.
woke up in the morning "WEILIN LATE LE"
*stares*
& i thought there went our best seats in the restaurant... ...
so we rushed like hell to the first floor,
and realised actually we are the earliest --
fancy trying to wake up at 6 o clock.
but 6:30 isnt that bad after all (:
after that was buying of food and stuff :D
and home sweet home after dinner at JEC P:
_conclusion_:
never on the computer after you reach home
after a crazy trip in malaysia.
because you will end up like me typing craps throughout(:

good D:
lemme go think what to do next
(:toodles

WEILIN. loves you!
10:55 PM

hmx my sister's birthday coming, rather like, its tomorrow.
somehow or the other i just didnt bother D:
evilness. bwahahahahaa.
blame my piggy bank which got lost;
at just the right time (: smart..
tomorrow im off to west malaysia.
gaaaahs, leeches.
for all you know im going to die there P:
oh wells. bye people ):
& rmb to miss me.
hahahaa thick skinned.

WEILIN. loves you!
3:39 AM

(:fwalala.
new blogskin. oh wells. had nothing to do.
co was nice but the farewell thing was quite- (fillintheblanks)
):miss amy &cass.
thanks amy for the card; peg &sweet :D
thanks cass for the little note; &chocobiscuit :D
thanks sophia for the card :D
thanks dono-who for the card :D (sorryforgoturnameD:)

hais. havent done hw
feel so guilty; ): for not doing hw.
so im.. .. .. skipping co tml FOR PIANO TUITION.
gahhs call it an excuse, a lie, whatever.

WEILIN. loves you!
11:32 PM

it isnt all about your weight;
it isnt all about your size.
its all about your attitude.
and its your attitude that puts people off.
maybe thats your character and we SHOULD have gotten used to it.
but, i just cant.
doesnt mean that because im the senior,
i have all the rights in the world to go against you.
but it doesnt mean that because you are the junior,
you can do everything you want.

give me time,
and i will get over it.

WEILIN. loves you!
9:06 AM

aiyo. kena sabo.

Chain Posts
1. The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of his/her perfect lover.
2. Mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
3. Tag 8 victims to join this game and leave acomment at their blogs.
4. If you are tagged the second time, there is no need to do this AGAIN.
5. The most impt rule: have fun doing it

hm. very tough leh. so im gonna shrink it to 4:D. cheaterbug(x

1.nice
_as in gentleman :Dhahaha

2.at least taller than me?
_hah easy.

3.not too fat P:
_bleuagh.

4.understanding!?
_well. hahahaha.

hmm...i dunno hu to tag leh..
ok everyone who comes to my blog just do this yeah (:
cheating again. HAAh.

hehs. oh wells.

WEILIN. loves you!
11:40 PM

photoshop pictures!
note: these pictures are just for view;
no copying whatsoever.
no offense whatsoever.
& if you wana comment, tag(:

well doexen really loook nice.
but then again, chiyo is so cute (x

#2 picture made (x
well you can say its the most accomplished one i made.

clover<33333

oh wells. a bit off track.
unsound state of mind.

mallets! omgomg

oops. head a bit chopped off (x
sorry.

ok a bit lovey dovey.
(: oh wells

to winnie, 2b's foreveer lovely chairperson (:

little girl copyrighted dabi.

well.

to zuer (:

peace <333333333

fwaha.

-done for the week.

WEILIN. loves you!
10:59 PM

today we did adobe photoshop for art :D
fascinating. for once my life is being brightened. --
ok, admits, even if you told me an ant died i would be so amazed.
for chem we did fireworks.
not literally, but studied. haha sounds so cool.
well and found out that other than heaven, stuff give off light.
im so - enlightened. (:
tomorrow is holidays~
o hail holiday.

happy vesak day everyone xD

WEILIN. loves you!
5:57 PM

sorry have to have new blog; previous one just konked out.
hah will try to put up everything, tagboard and all by tommorrow night (:
so toodles

WEILIN. loves you!
1:55 AM